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Nov. 23rd, 2008 @ 10:17 pm Over a year later....
Hey. I'm back.

I totally forgot about this LiveJournal thing but I came by for a visit and decided I should probably post.

I was just reading the few posts I wrote from when I was in New York City and hating my job (mostly, my supervisor). That show ended in May, leaving me in New York City for some beautiful summer weather and even more summer travel. I worked promotional gigs around the city for the next few months and took a trip to Europe (and met up there with Paul) and Israel (with Devir). It was so nice to see family and visit the homeland because I hadn't been there in about 5 years! Thanks to my cousin Moran and his awesome boyfriend Ran, we got to do some touristy stuff too and it made me realize how amazing Israel really is! Upon returning from Israel, I moved into a new apartment in the city (with the same roommate) on the Upper East Side- which is totally different from downtown but I love both areas! This place was MAD expensive though and not worth the price.
I worked some more gigs and then headed off to tour the country for Nokia. The post before this one can link you to a separate blog that I kept for the duration of the tour. Upon return, I worked some more gigs around the city and kept busy with volunteering through NYCares. Although I was trying to keep busy, I couldn't help being depressed a lot of the time and feeling like I didn't belong in New York at this point in my life. My life-long dream of moving here didn't work out as well as I'd hope...and paying $1400 in rent every month to be unhappy really sucks. So...

In January, I made the decision to move away from NYC and back to Florida. I also got a job touring for Nintendo...yes, DREAM JOB. I worked with this company for a few months and saved up tons of money by "living" at home (I was traveling 95% of the time). I worked for this company consistently up until last month. When I realized I wasn't being respected and I preferred to work in an environment where people don't manipulate me and value my hard work. This place SAID they valued it, but...long story they didn't.

Paul and I moved to Los Angeles a couple months ago (well, August 27th to be exact!) and we really love it out here. Of course, being so far away from family is really rough...but other then that I love it. We have a one bedroom apartment that is pretty damn beautiful in Toluca Lake (and its BIGGER than my 3 bedroom in NYC, where I paid more for a single room in the apt than we now pay for the whole apt)! I can't speak too well about the employment situation. I've managed to stay above water by working promo gigs for the past month (since quitting the touring job), but I would really like to find something more steady and something that involves using more brain and responsibility. I'm sending my resume to every experiential marketing and PR agency I can find in the area, but I am a little picky about what I want to do specifically. Hopefully something comes up soon!

...I have every intention of writing in here more often. But we'll see how that works. I'm also debating moving to Blogger. Anyways, good night everyone!
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Oct. 10th, 2007 @ 09:58 pm newness
New Blog for now!!! It's for my current job (road tripping around the country for a Nokia promotional tour, aka awesome!)

http://danitwashere.blogspot.com/
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May. 16th, 2007 @ 10:53 pm Ew.
You know you're coming home from work way too late when there's a girl vomiting her soul out on a bench outside of a bar. Awesome.
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May. 7th, 2007 @ 10:28 pm life
I can't wait until May 2008.

Can. Not. Wait.
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May. 2nd, 2007 @ 09:51 pm Wishing I were in Amsterdam.
I was apartment hunting for a new place...Noah is moving to New York and we are moving in together next month. The search isn't going very successfully and I sort of got distracted by Craigslist Amsterdam (this isn't the first time).
Cause who wants a doorman when you can have a private garden?

I'm not liking work. For the first time in my life my work ethic is being questioned...daily. I'm getting to the point where if I am confroned about it again I am going to flip out at the person, say everything I feel about the subject, and then lose my job. I'd really rather this not happen seeing as though there are only 3 weeks left, and I can't afford to completely ruin my reputation in the industry. I am now absolutely hating more than one person there, and it sucks. I don't even know how to begin when expressing my frustrations at people. To keep it simple, it's just not fair. I am being targeted and watched like a hawk and disrespected every single day. While everyone else sits around talking about stupid useless shit and gossiping about people that aren't in the office at the moment...I do my work. And then what? Then I get asked to "please email me a list of everything you've done all day because I don't know what you've been doing with all your time, there's no way it's all being spent on work." Note: MySpace is open on her computer screen.
Just fuck off. People suck.
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May. 1st, 2007 @ 10:20 pm Connections. (long, but worth reading)
The summer before my sophomore year in college, I got bored in Florida and used the opportunity to look into small jobs on Craigslist. There was a position that sounded like fun- production designing a student film in Miami. I sent in my resume and heard back from Eddie Lytton, the producer. Eddie told me about the production (3 day shoot, spanish, shoots in south miami) and though I wasn't experienced enough to be production designer, he agreed to bring me on as prop master, as a volunteer. After googling Carlos Gutierrez (the director), I found out that he'd been selected as the DGA(directors guild of america) Student Director of the year- a HUGE honor- this was not your typical student film. I contemplated...make the 2 hour trip to south miami and then back each day, for no pay? Would I really be making good connections? I remember discussing it with my mom next to the laundry machine, as if it was yesterday. But I had nothing better to do so why not...I was on board.

Everyone working on the film was wonderful. Eddie and Carlos took me on as their little student for the two days I was with them, allowing me to be in on set for scenes where no other crew members were allowed (space restrictions). The main character's bike was the one main prop in the movie - my role was to always be with the bike. In fact, one shot entailed the kid riding the bike through the woods, and we shot it with an SUV following him. The camera guy hungout the window of the car, and guess who hanging off the side of the car, holding on for dear life? You got it..."always be with the bike". It was frickin awesome. I'm so grateful for them taking me on board like that and being so kind.

On the second day of the production, I met someone who would give me a tip that has led me to where I am in my career today. His name was Gerry, and he was the electrician/gaffer on the film- an older man in his late fifties. It was the middle of the day and I hopped in the passenger side of Gerry's van on the way to the crew lunch. We made small talk, he asked me about school and what my goals where. I expressed interest in television, award shows, mtv, etc. and was quick to mention that this was my first real out of school experience in film/tv. It was a short ride, good small talk, the end. Or so I thought.

Gerry came up to me at lunch (god, I remember the moment like it was yesterday, the exact spot I was standing in) and whispered in my ear- "You know Michelle? She's the girl doing the makeup. She is hiring PAs for the Video Music Awards here in Miami, you should talk to her...maybe she can hook you up." I almost peed in my pants...but instead, I ran to the bathroom. Not to pee though, to compose myself and scream and flip out and try to act normal as I stepped out and walked over to Michelle (who I'd literally spoken to once, at our introduction a few hours earlier). And then Michelle hired me as a PA at the 2004 VMAs. And again at the 2005 VMAs. Where I met Eve- who hooked me up with an internship at Spike TV. Where I met Brooke- who hooked me up with my job at Nickelodeon.

Looking back, I've always been grateful to Eddie & Carlos (for answering my email that day), to Gerry (for leaking me the the singlemost important bit of information to help my career thus far), and to Michelle (for taking me on as a PA even though she didn't know anything about me). These people have guided a (barely) college sophomore onto the road of success in the entertainment industry- something that takes people years to get into. I don't think I have ever properly thanked any of them, but I should. They say it's all about connections and these people made my first few connections so easy to form and I am so lucky for that.

I got an email today notifying me about the death of Gerry Jones. He passed away in his sleep after a short battle with Prostate cancer. This is the first I have heard from/about/of Gerry since that day on the set. I regret not seeking Gerry out sooner to thank him for his help and advice. It's one of those things where someone touches your life and you think you'll never see or hear from them ever again. He was a good man and I'm disappointed that I didn't get the opportunity to formally give him the thank you he deserved, for helping guide me to where I am today.




In memory...
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Apr. 29th, 2007 @ 10:42 pm cooking 101 (or not)
Times I've screwed up cooking in the past 24 hours:


Attempted: "Nacho Pasta"
-Wanted to make pasta with the packaged "nacho pasta". Assumed there was only sauce mix in the bag...turns out it included the pasta too. Had to end up using a jar of alfredo sauce for the occasion instead.
Final Product: Still tasty! (but kind of annoying!)

Attempted: Spiked Chocolate Pudding
-Paul and I started out with the idea of wanting chocolate pudding, I have a box of it. I suggest using Kahlua in the recipe, Paul calls me a genius. We decide to replace half the required portion of milk with Kahlua- very proud of ourselves. 10 minutes later, when it doesn't freeze, it hits us that "oh shit, alcohol doesn't freeze very well".
Final Product: Chocolate Kahlua Slush (it's in my freezer now, and it is very strong, and I don't really wanna eat it alone so I don't know what to do with it)

Attempted: Home-made Pita Chips
-Everything was actually going really well with these, it was just a small screw up. I was coating them with a little olive oil and sprinkling on a blend of spices and then baking them on 400 degrees in the oven. I made a few batches since the cookie sheet was too small to make them all at once. After they baked, I let them cool down and put them in a plastic ziplock bag. I got kinda lazy with the last batch and skipped the whole "cooling" portion - Resulting in the hot chips melting holes into the bag and spilling out. Awesome.
Final Product: A ziplock bag with large holes in it, and some super tasty pita chips!

I guess all in all it wasn't that bad. But my roommate thinks I'm absolutely ridiculous when it comes to cooking. Note: this happened in 24 hours, you can only imagine how much shit she has seen me screw up!
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Apr. 25th, 2007 @ 08:43 pm Love.








(note: if anyone wants to inform me how to do lj cuts on a mac then i could spare you the large pictures taking up your whole friends page)
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Apr. 9th, 2007 @ 11:51 pm Reasons #348, #349, & #350 why Paul is the best.
I went to Boston this weekend. It was wonderful.
My boyfriend rocks in many ways. These are just three of the reasons:



A new travel bag.



A cute punk piggy bank to punk watch! (even though he thinks its more burberry than punk. pssh)



A pet flamingo! To satitate my current desire for a puppy.

I also received a 3D flamingo that he made with his mad hot computer animation skillz. haha I'll post that when he gets done with the finishing touches.

I love Boston. I love Paul. I love my friends there. Thanks for everyone who I got to see and contributed to my weekend of 100% happiness!!
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Apr. 2nd, 2007 @ 09:01 pm okay fine, i'll update.
Things are...OK. I guess. I'm using this post as a bitch session, more or less.

I'd prefer:
A job that gets out at 5pm (or 6pm, or 7pm...)
To have someone or somewhere to spend Passover (as opposed to with a caesar salad and Howie Mandel on tv)
Bigger Boobs
A personality that'd allow me to smile and nod even when I abhor someone (see: boss)
To be a Deal or No Deal model (a lil hair & makeup and a beautiful dress- I WISH)
That Paul decide to drop out and come live in New York and make me laugh all day.
To cry less.
A high paycheck.
To be on the cruise that my family is currently on, and my extended family.
To not have had to go to planned parenthood (alone) last weekend because my body fucked up and made me think i'm pregnant. Or having a miscarriage. (Neither!)
To have friends. In this city.
That Grey's Anatomy aired new episodes more often.
To be getting lost in Amsterdam.
To be casting contestants for Deal or No Deal, not an audience for Nickelodeon (though I can't complain)
That my brother want to move to the Northeast for college instead of frickin California.
Some company.
That Jason Mraz went on tour.
I still really wanna be a Deal or No Deal model. If you hear about auditions...
That I had the opportunity to spend time with Paul on our 1 yr. anniversary.
Sue Jung come home. I'm officially worried.
More happiness. More sunshine. More rainbows.

Enough bitching, right? You're probably hating me because you think I have it all good. I mean, out of college and immediately employed, living in a gorgeous NYC apartment, healthy. Yes, you're right, I'm blessed in a lot of ways. But I'm gonna throw it out there that this whole ordeal isn't as easy as I thought it'd be or as it looks. I'm having major trouble at work (all those internships and jobs...apparently non enough preparation for working in production). It's tough having trouble at work and having no one here to turn to. Yeah I can call my mom and my dad and paul and bitch all day long. The thing is it's different. You don't realize how much it means to have people around you until you don't. I guess that's my advice to people. I wanna be the one to say "follow your dream no matter what it takes!" But. I don't know. Manhattan is a very lonely city when you don't have *anyone* to share it with. And yeah I know soooome people and I'm really trying to make friends, but it's harder than you think once you aren't in school and stuff. I've been out to bars a couple times, it was fun. In fact, it's what kept me running for the next week, like my fuel. I went to Starbucks with a "friend" (Israeli kid I met once before through a friend of a friend) yesterday and I left the place feeling ELATED. Elated! From a frickin little meeting at Starbucks. That's not normal...but like I said, it's the fuel I'm running on. Especially when I haven't seen Paul or any good friends or any family in three weeks.
Anyways, I just thought I'd spill. I haven't updated in a while and this is part of the reason, I've just been semi-depressed. I'm really trying not to be, but, it's so difficult. I hope this isn't scaring all my friends that are seniors about to graduate...you'll be okay, unless you're moving to Montana or something. Don't worry too much.

Enough of this. I'm going to return to Howie Mandel. This is so the shittiest Passover ever. Oh well, hopefully next year will be better!
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Feb. 11th, 2007 @ 09:57 pm *randomness*
This weekend was spent lounging around and doing close to nothing. It went just as planned.
I was still exhausted from pulling an all-nighter and then jumping into my first day at work. Plus there was some fixing up/unpacking/cleaning that needed to be done around my room. Boston was good. I became a Grandbig which was so very fulfilling :) Thom's Little, Jill, is pretty incredible and super hott. (Thank you Katryn)

I've only been to one day of work so far but I already see how I'm going to learn to appreciate weekends even more than I appreciated them in high school and college. I mean, hopefully I'll like my job and all...but I feel like I might end up living for weekends.

Amongst my staying in discoveries are the following:

1. I get quite a few Movie channels from my cable provider and I've definitely been taking advantage of them. This weekend, I watched: Pretty Woman, Sleepless in Seattle, My Girl, and One Fine Day.
2. I also get Nick GAS (games and sports)- pretty much a channel devoted to Global Guts, Double Dare, and Legends of the Hidden Temple. Umm yes, Amazingness indeed.

So yes, I've been glued to the TV all weekend but I feel well rested and ready to tackle this next week. Okay so maybe I'm still terrified because tomorrow is going to be more of my first day than Friday was. Does that make sense? I'm gonna actually be in the office/studio/kitchen and doing my "job". eeeek.
Wish me luck-

One more thing...
My brother pulled his ALS (it's a ligament behind your knee) about 2 weeks ago when I was still home and now he needs to have surgery on it if he still wants to play soccer. He's been on cruches for the past 2 weeks which really sucks. But I'll keep you all updated once they go get a second opinion and figure out when he's going to have the surgery.
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Feb. 11th, 2007 @ 12:13 am SLIME
You know you're working for Nickelodeon when you run into a big tupperware box of slime while cleaning out the fridge. And when you freak out to go throw it away, someone goes..."No! Save that slime, it belongs to the art department."

So stereotypical...
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Jan. 30th, 2007 @ 02:16 pm *22* is my lucky number

My birthday was last Thursday and I had an awesome birthday weekend! Paul was here from Friday to Monday morning and we definitely didn't let any of that time go to waste.




Long ass and thoroughly entertaining weekend. :)  My brother has realized that when Paul is here, he has someone to hang out with/make him laugh/introduce him to new music AND we do a ton of fun shit. Last night over dinner,  he goes, "So Danit, I was bored at school today and I looked up some flights from Boston to here. Delta has some great deals for next weekend...."  Haha

ALSO...I finally settled on a date to move to New York and it's soon. Ahhh. Next Sunday, February 4th (superbowl sunday). 

Okay that's enough typing and weekend describing for me. See ya. 
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Jan. 24th, 2007 @ 03:03 am -Don't Tell Anyone-
Embarassing Confession:

I'm watching Roseanne (at 3am)...and it's an episode I've already seen. Yes, I have seen more than one episode of this show. And sometimes, I laugh out loud.
I don't like this insomnia TV addiction I've developed, it scares me.
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Jan. 22nd, 2007 @ 01:47 pm Upset.
Sometimes I just want to crawl in a hole all by myself.
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Jan. 20th, 2007 @ 12:37 am Conversation from earlier today-
Paul: "Last night we were drinking and then everyone was smoking so we all got high. (PersonX) was crying in the other room and (PersonY) went to 'fuck some bitches'..."

Danit: "So there was this really intense episode of Boy Meets World on last night..."


Yep, I'm back in Florida. Haha
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Jan. 19th, 2007 @ 03:10 am i don't like insomnia.
Gah!
It's always so difficult to sleep on my first night back home. It's lonely...
It's 3am and I've been in bed since midnight. I'm done surfing the internet, done talking to friends and done watching all my late night Disney shows. But I can not freaking sleep. UGH. :(
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Jan. 17th, 2007 @ 05:48 pm ME
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Jan. 17th, 2007 @ 05:18 pm Emerson- You're a REAL school now. GASP!
So tell me this-
When did Emerson classes start to actually last as long as they're supposed to? Paul's 4-hour class yesterday lasted the full 4 hours. I vaguely recall any 4-hour class of mine (at Emerson) lasting over 2.5 hours! And now he's in class and it looks like it'll be lasting the full hour and 45 minutes as well. And it's only the first week of classes.
I'm stunned.
Looks like I managed to get out just in time...


I'm COLD. It's absurdly cold in Boston to the point where my "pretend-you're-somewhere-warm-and-just-walk-very-fast" method just isn't cutting it. Tea helps, as do ear muffs and ski masks...but I was sorta enjoying the OMG GLOBAL WARMING 70 degree winter weather. Oh well.

I just realized that a more productive way to spend this hour would've been to bring my birthday invitations with me and write them out. Yep, I purchased actual paper party invitations that I intend to distribute upon my return to Florida.

I think I'm going to mess around with some black & white pix that Paul took of me. This computer has PAINT, excellent.
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Jan. 14th, 2007 @ 12:07 am The T is now $1.70!?
So I'm back in Boston. For 5 days...!
I just got into town like, now, from New York. I was there for a few days with my mom to look for apartments- and I found one I could call my own! I'll post more info about it asap. But for those who are somewhat familiar with Manhattan, it's in Battery Park City about 4 blocks away from the World Trade Center site.

I also met with Ben (Exec Producer of MTV News Online) and Brooke (my old supervisor @ spike tv, currently working in development at City Lights Productions). Ben was a sweetheart as always but he sure did whip me into place when it comes to this whole career thing. I walked out of the office feeling like I have so much work ahead of me if I want to succeed. I try to look ahead to the success I wanna achieve in life and sort of overlook the whole work part, I guess. Eek.
Brooke was awesome though. I really miss working with her. She was definitely a good boost after Ben because she introduced me to everyone at the company as "Danit my most favorite intern EVER". Haha
So yeah, it was an extremely successful mom & daughter trip to New York, between the apartment find, career hunting, and sale at victoria's secret.

Anyways, Thom is playing his guitar and this Soco & Lime is calling for a re-fill.

I'm so happy to be back in Boston! And yay for seeing PAUL FACE. :) :)

PS-Ilana is soooo cool!
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